Let it go

I don't know why it is hard to forget about the sotm.. 

I woke up in this morning and i felt like God didn't let me to get the sotm.. I thought it was my fate. I prayed to God saying that I need my new soul.. Get away all my hatefulness, enviousness, and all bad things that live in my heart. I need a new good soul..

I went to the church. Still sleepy..

Arrived around 10.20 and there was no more seats available. It was full although the service had not started yet. So I sat outside (you can see the pic). Praising and worshipping Jesus.. 'Jesus it is You' is a great song. My favorite part is :

 WHO SEES MY BROKENNESS AND CARRIES ME WHEN I AM FRAIL AND WEAK

JESUS IT IS YOU

:)

But It is not easy to move on....

I wish I could get a chance..

After that, I went to emporium.. Accompanied my brother to play at timezone . It was tiring.. And then we had a dinner at pancious :) the crispy chicken salad was incredible! I loved it. 

Sometimes I forget that I have another things to be grateful for. 

I don't need to blame someone or something for what I have done.

Just... Let it go~~