Let it go

I don't know why it is hard to forget about the sotm.. 

I woke up in this morning and i felt like God didn't let me to get the sotm.. I thought it was my fate. I prayed to God saying that I need my new soul.. Get away all my hatefulness, enviousness, and all bad things that live in my heart. I need a new good soul..

I went to the church. Still sleepy..

Arrived around 10.20 and there was no more seats available. It was full although the service had not started yet. So I sat outside (you can see the pic). Praising and worshipping Jesus.. 'Jesus it is You' is a great song. My favorite part is :

 WHO SEES MY BROKENNESS AND CARRIES ME WHEN I AM FRAIL AND WEAK

JESUS IT IS YOU

:)

But It is not easy to move on....

I wish I could get a chance..

After that, I went to emporium.. Accompanied my brother to play at timezone . It was tiring.. And then we had a dinner at pancious :) the crispy chicken salad was incredible! I loved it. 

Sometimes I forget that I have another things to be grateful for. 

I don't need to blame someone or something for what I have done.

Just... Let it go~~

Cheesetopher

As usual i went to wse again. Actually i didn't want to. But I've already booked the classes. And the student of the month was there. They took a pic and i didn't want to see it. 

The first social club was about England.. Too bad that my team didn't win the game. Urghh at least we had a fun time. 

And then we were waiting till 4 pm. We (I, Lina, wewe) asked chris to come to wse at 6. Then he said yes. I felt happy. I lost my game (skip bo) because I didn't concentrate wkwkwk.. Then I said to chris to come at 5 .. And he said okay. 

The second social club was all about America. I think that it was a hard game.. I don't even know the states in USA. Just a few.. But it was fun, though. 

At 5.. Dam dam dam dam....

Around 5.10 he came ..

And he asked "are we going to play skip bo or not?". Hahaha ... He is such a good man. I will miss him. 

We played skip bo until 6.30 and then they went to mie tarik laiker but I went home with my BF and had a dinner at lepung hahahah...

We can't remember all the Memories 😊

iiiiiieeeee 😤😤😤

Totally sad!!

All of my sacrifices were useless..

iiieeee i didn't get the student of the month... How comeeee

She who just come on the weekend got that..

I was just 😨

Sad

Disappointed

Awrrr

Why?

I don't even know why

Damn it.

I don't want to sacrifice my energy, my time and my money anymore..

It was just ENOUGH!

Wooooohooo

It was a happy day. I went to Wall Street to join social club but I had already arrived 1 hour before sc. I wasn't planning to join the complementary because I didn't even know.. My friend told me that there would be a CC at 3. So I said to the SO that I wanted to join the CC. And she put my name on the waiting list. The class was taught by becky. It was about giving directions. And I answered some of her question and she asked me Have I done the same comple before. And I said YESS!! Wkwkwkwkwk and she said that i can't join 2 CCs in a week.. But I said that I asked the SO and the SO give me. 

Anyway... Tomorrow will be the end of all my sacrifice.. I have joined many SCs and CCs in this month.. I Hope I could be the student of the month ... 

*pray*

I will be very very sad and disappointed if I don't get that F! Little amazing thing ..

Booom... 

We'll see.....

Another story?

I went to the cinema with my BF after my coffee club. We were watching Transformers.. It took 3 hours.. Luckily it was a velvet class. Such a good movie. But my favorite is still Divergent.. I don't know why. Theo James is just AWESOME! <3 

After that, we went to Cafe Strawberry and played a game.. It was interesting and fun. We had our dinner and we got home around 00.00 boooom yeahh it's midnight.. 

Bye-bye

Dreammmm hmmmm

6/26/2014

I was dreaming that i went to the outer space. With my mom and my aunt. I forgot the others. When We wanted to get home (to the earth) there was a beautiful star or galaxy or something bright and colorful. I took my iPhone to captured that beautiful thing. I asked my mom can I use my phone in outer space and she sais yes. I captured it but my mom said no no no stop it. But I refused her. Still capturing until we got closer to the earth and there was a black hole in that beautiful thing. I also took a video but stopped it after the black hole appeared. After landed, I wacthed the video and the pictures. We were shocked that There was a dragon in the video and the picture. I was so confused..

My mom told me.. When she said no no no stop doing that, she had just realized that she had ever done that and the dragon came out and angry. Luckily when I took the photo, the dragon wasn't angry..

The end

Sounds ridiculous, right?

Scholarship? Why not?

12th grade was crazy! We need to decide our major. I didn't know what I should choose. At first I took IT and Mathematics at Binus. I entered the test, and I only got 25% scholarship. That was sucks. Luckily, I haven't paid for that major. One time, my maths teacher, Bu Ika, asked me to join a mathematics competition, also at binus. At first. I wasn't sure about that. But I dare to took that competition. It was complicated to explain. I and vania (my friend who also entered the competition) did the first   competition via online. After that, they informed the people who has success the first comp. we both have success. We needed to go to binus for the second round. I passed the second round but my friend didn't. But unfortunately, I couldn't pass the third one. It was difficult. The winners are from SMAK1 and ipeka. I met some of the students. I talked to 1 boy who is an IT and statistics student. He said that statistics will be better than mathematics. He helped me to bought the new forms. And I had to enter the test again. I was very happy when I got the information that I got 100% scholarship even though it was just for 'uang bangunan'. But it was a pleasure. I thought that it was God's plan.. Thank God. 

I wish I can do better for my future.

Chris' Last Day at WSE

Okay this is gonna be the intro for this post..

I used to love Mark.. But he has already moved to another WSE.. And then the new teacher came on May.. At first I just felt nothing .. But then, I felt something interesting about this teacher..

His name is Chris. He comes from Georgia. Before teaching at wse, he was teaching at Sulawesi and Kalimantan. His hobby is reading especially comedy/funny novel. His favorite food is rendang. His favorite color is blue (dark blue). That's what I heard when He introduced himself. I thought that he is my favorite teacher after Mark has moved.

Too bad that today was his last day working at WSE. He is kind, friendly, funny, and also smart. Sometimes he likes to showing off hahaha (so do I). We went ice skating twice (but he hasn't fallen yet although I and Lina pushed him) . We watched movie once. We went karaoke once. We often had lunch or dinner together. It was fun and unforgettable. I will never forget you.

I will miss you. Really. Seriously. I wish you could teach here longer. :(

It's been a long time

Well, it's been a long time since the last post. I read the old posts and realized how bad my english was. I know my English isn't good enough for now.. I just want to try writing in English. I'll begin with my experience at Wall Street English.

I joined Wall Street English Central Park on September 2013.. Well, it wasn't nice when my mom paid it. But it is a nice place to study English.

My first level was Upper Waystage 1 and I bought 6 levels until Threshold 2. In my first level, I didn't join any social clubs.. Just did my lesson, attended the encounter class and complementary class. I can say that I didn't have much friends at that time. 

1 level passed, the PT (Personal Tutor) said that I have to join up more Social Club for practicing. I'm not a people person, so it was hard for me to get a friend at the first time. But I need to do that. I tried to get out of my comfortable space. I need to talk. I need to be a people person.

I joined my first social club with Mark and it was fun! I knew some people from there. But it wasn't that easy. Every time I come, there will be another people that I still don't know.

Because I was still busy about national exams, I rare came to WSE, maybe just twice a week. After I finished my UN, I come to WSE regularly, almost everyday. Because of that, I know a lot of friends. I also learn more than before. I wish I can be the student of the month.. Let's see...