The fourth stage at WS

Well, an older post which is talking bout stages at WS is perfect for that day. But now, I want to add 1 more stage.

The fourth stage is:

When Wall Strees has no more native teachers.

I don't know why this is getting worse. All of the teachers now are Indonesian. Some said that this is because the case of JIS. After Bethany left, perhaps the students will be fewer and fewer. I dont even have any interest in joining social club. The situation was just different. I dont know why. I want the old Wall Street. The fun wall street. :(

Bethany's Farewell

You wouldn't know who Bethany is because I never talked anything bout her. Just to let you know, Bethany is also a teacher at Wall Street. Oops . I used a wrong tense. Bethany was a teacher at Wall Street. She is an awesome teacher. Since Chris has gone, perhaps she is my favorite one(and bcs there is no more native speaker anymore). She is strict. I love her exciting story, her cute smiles and faces. And the saddest thing is that I will miss them all. 

Yesterday was her farewell party at wallstreet. It was fun and full of sadness. And today she is going to go back to US. So sad. Yeah. We (I, Wewe, Memei, Lina, Ming2, and Hendra) helped her to bring the kitty and some other stuffs to WS. It was a pleasure to help her and got into her apartment and having lunch together (with Becky also). We gave her a scrapbook. I'm sad that I couldn't join the others to take her to the airport which is the most teary moment. :( 

Bye-bye Bethany :(

I will miss you.

Mid Exam done

Guess what? 

I've known some of the result of the mid exam. 

Good news: first score that I got: 96 for Calculus 1.

Then, I got 85 in Algorithm. Well, that sounds good concerning that I'm not expert in programming.

First disappointment: I got 78 in Character Building: Pancasila

I hate that because I was so stupid didn't realize that the 'problem solving' is scored 30% . 

Moodbooster : got 85 in English for Business Presentation. But I had a little disappointment since there was one team who got 90(CS-math students). 

The most tragic score: Got 63 in Concept of Programming Language. Shiiiittttt... It's D! Why didn't 'HE' add 2 more score so I would get C instead. Arghhhhhhh

And I'm still waiting for 1 more score which is Discrete Mathematics. I bet I could get 85+ if the lecturer is not subjective .

Wall Street English Ambassador

Ambassador?

What the hell is that?

Ambassador Mall?

Oh NO, IT'S NOT!

Ambassador is like a representative. We lead the Students of Wall Street English. Guess what?

I'm one of the vice ambassador's candidate. I was chosen by Adam. He is my leader. Do I need to be happy? or sad? :s

I wish we can that position :)

And yeah!

this is the news:

I have extended my contract until Mastery 2 :D

Thank God! Thank you, Mom❤️!

Am I going to the right way?

I'm really really upset for those decisions I've ever made. My life is not as easy as it used to be. My choice is my choice and I have to be responsible for what I've chosen. 

But I think it is too late to disappoint. I have to let it go. Let it go. And today's preaching was matched with my condition. 

Tuhan akan memberikan jalan kita walaupun kita salah. Namun kita harus melewati jalan yg seharusnya tidak kita lewati.

That words touched my heart and make me think that God has the plan. The best plan ever.

Sometimes I feel lazy to attend classes and I'm not interested in algorithm, programming language, or even discrete mathematics. It is just... Different... I'm sad. Fortunately, I have friends at Wall Street who can cheer me up. I feel more comfortable and happier when I'm at Wall Street. :')

FEP (Freshmen Enrichment Program)

22 Sept 2014

Last week, I attended the FEP from monday until saturday. It was a tough week. I became introvert again. But I knew that I need to step out of my comfortable zone. But I couldn't make it. It was too late. On the first day I thought that it was a mistake that I had registered to this university. I felt so sad. Really really sad. 

And then, I realized that I shouldn't have done that. I need to change my mindset. It is going to be better but until now, I only have some friends. Not as many as I can get in Wall Street. 

I hope that the organizations can change me. I applied to BNEC and AIESEC but i'm not really sure in AIESEC. Hmmm...

Bye bye for now!

New life in college

29 sept 2014

I write this because I'm furious. Life in college is not as good as i thought before. It is really really extremely boring. And you know what.. I'm not sure I can stand here till 5 years to go. I feel like wanna quit. But my mom has paid much money. I can't let it go easily. 

This is the story..

First day of 'real' college.. 

Character Building, English for Business Presentation, calculus. 

Got an assignment from CB, the group is the people that we've just known that day. Hell yeah?

Another assignment from EBP. Make an english ppt, company name and logo.

This is the problem.

I came to binus on friday (my holiday) to make that assignment. Then, we continued to do it on saturday. And we changed it all. But now, no more than a half day before the presentation begin, we haven't finished the ppt. The annoying part is that I do almost all of the ppt. I hate to do that. Really. I sent them the ppt. I said that it hasn't finished yet. No one replied. I said it so many times. They are just using me -.- they rely on me. And i dont know what will happen. Bye for now. 

SPEECHLESS

Finally !! After 4 months waiting..

Yesterday, I got a phone call from wallstreet asking whether I will come to the New Student Party or not. And I asked Esther am I the sotm but she didn't answer the question and just said let's see.. And I decided to come (OF COURSE). At first I didn't want to come. I didn't book the social club either. Because I don't want watching other person becomes the sotm. It hurts my heart. And I was also hopeless for getting that but miracle happened and I was just surprised and thankful for everybody that always support me. Especially for VandLeo. He said that he suggested to Windy why I didn't get sotm even if I was dilligent to come to WSE. And boo yeahh it happened. Thanks a lot for everything. I know the Lord is always with me. And His plans are always the best. Thank God.

It was so hot in CP on that day, though!

I couldn't say anything and I don't know what I shoul do. So I was just smiling everytime and everywhere. Wow

I still can't believe it.

My first time being late for encounter class

Yesterday was my encounter class unit 37. It was at 3 p.m. I had been ready since 1.30. I wanted to go with my dad but Nicho said that kuku will go to cp also. So I was waiting for her. But fuck. She wanted to go to the bank first. And I thought that she would take me to CP. But shit! She asked me to go with my dad.. We went to the bank around 2. And I didn't know what to do til 2.15 the employee called me. It took such a long time until 2.45.. I phoned my dad to cone to the bank and take me to CP. My dad had already arrived before I finished that fucking things. I arrived at CP at 2.56. it takes 5 minutes to get to WSE. I chose escalator because somehow the elevator is slower than running. I got to wse exactly 3.00 and I had a glass of water first because I was tired and thirsty. Becky taught us. 3 people (with me) were there. I had no idea if I was alone. But luckily, I could pass that EC! 

Is it time for a job?

Last month, I was offerred to become a Education Counselor in Binus. And I said that I would give him know. But until now, I haven't give him know yet. It seems that I have rejected the offer. Furthermore, Devi has already become one. And what I heard is Jessica also one of them. And I thought that It would be difficult to have a rival from the same school.. So, I let it go.

Then, this happened just yesterday..

My ex-teacher course (math, physics and chemistry) asked me how am I and where will I go to college and so on. And then, He told me that He was looking for a new teacher, hmm not really a teacher, maybe asst teacher.. And I said I will give him know in sept bcs I will have to see my college schedule first. *he has known that* And now, I'm still not sure about that.. Hmmmm... I need some advices but I don't know who to ask. :(

The Stages Studying at Wall Street English

I joined WSE in September 2013

First Stage:

Day 1 - day 7

'Wow this is a great place...'

Day 7 - day 14

'Do I really need to join social club?'

*Do lesson, go home

Day 14 - day 21

Nervous everytime I had classes (Encounter/Complementary)

*Do lesson, go home

Day 21 - day 28

Still had no friends :(

Sitting on the guest's couch

Month 2 (Nov)

'How the hell they can get friends?'

*bravely sitting on the sofa in front of the TV

1 level was done.. The PT said that I need to join more SC.

Second Stage:

Month 3 (Dec)

Joined SC for the first time and I felt fun.

^It was taught by Mark

I met people there. They asked my name first.. I was pretty quiet at that time... 

Month 4-6 (Jan-Mar)

It seems I always meet some new friends. And it is not easy to remember their names. I came whenever I could.. Because it was a busy days for school..

Luckily it was a holiday.

Month 7 (April)

I couldn't come to WS until 20th maybe.

It was because of the national exams.

Third Stage:

Month 8 - Present

I come everyday ..

Well, 'almost' everyday..

Join SC, Comple, and playing with my crazy friends.

These friends are nice, kind, fun, funny, but sometimes they, hmm 'we' are jerks. Being stupid, silly, over confidence, have no more fear, no more shyness... 

And the worst part of this stage is:

I am being bullied :(

But the best part of this stage is:

The friends that are fun to hang out with and the teachers know my name :) while the teachers from my school sometimes don't know my name :(

I was so happy I could step out of my comfortable area. 

Now, everytime I meet new people, I will try to talk to them first. Because I know how it feels when we are new and lonely :D

Thank you for changing my life :)

No more my fav teacher in WS

23rd July 2014 was Chris' last day in Jakarta, Indonesia. I don't know what to say. I, Lina, William, and Stefanie gave him an album. I made it. With all my heart and sacrifice. So sad that we will not meet again in the coming days. But I hope someday we will meet again. So stupid that I acted like an arrogant person that day. I should have known what to say! Arghh... 

Plus, the problem between Lina and her boyfriend. It made me confused, stupid, not mature. I hope I made a good decision by telling Lina what her BF will do and not telling her BF that Lina is in WS or not. But he called WS, then something happened that I had not realized that it was wrong. I realized, but it was too late. Kocis already gave him an answer that Lina was here and then went out. Boomm! I didn't know what to do, what to say, what to think...

It was Chris' last day but I didn't make anything fun at all.. 

It was so quiet...

He had gone when I finished the boring social club.

This is the album

And guess what??

I cried for a few minutes...

I dont know what to say

I didn't sleep well laat night. I was thinking of him.. I woke up many times. Then tried to sleep again.. It was a coincidende that he messaged me when I was awake.. Or not a coincidence? 

I will miss him..

Miss him already 😭

Goodbye Chris... See you 'soon'

15th July 2014

I've been with my bf for 8 months and still counting :)

And I passed my encounter class :D weeeee .....

I'll be in Threshold by next month, I guess... 

Star Trek into Darkness

I know it is out of date but I really love science fiction ! 

The actors are amazing! I love Captain James T. Kirk (Chris Pine) ! He is awesome! Handsome ! And Spock is cute with his bangs hahahaha..

My favorite scene is when Spock sent the  72 torpedoes to Khan (the bad guy) that had been armed. It was a perfect strategy! The other one is when Kirk sacrificed himself to get into the radiation area to fix or re-align the warp core.

That was such a big thing!!!

I was sad when Kirk died. I thought it would be a sad ending. But then, Dr. McCoy used Khan's blood to make Kirk alive. And booo yeaahh It was a happy ending ! 

Full synopsis :

http://m.imdb.com/title/tt1408101/synopsis?ref_=m_tt_stry_pl 

Mission accomplished

Today is our ( me, Lina, and Chris) third ice skate.. We met at CP at 1 p.m. But It is Indonesia so we have rubber time. Went to TA around 1.30 and had a mcflurry at McD. After that we went to the ice rink. Unfortunately, the counter was closed. So we went back to McD and bought some french fries.. At 2.25 we went upstairs and it was such a long queue. We started at 2.40. Chris asked me to keep his iPod in my bag. And I put it in my bag. It was fun at the first time.. I and Lina were trying to push Chris. He said 'I'm scared' hahahahaha.. I pushed him maybe for the 3rd times and He fell down. I didn't see his face or his expression because I ran away after I saw him fell down wkwkwk... But I feel bad after that happened. I hope He won't hate me 😓. My feet was hurt and tired. We finished at 4.30 and after took my bag from the locker, me and Lina went to the toilet first to see what He has on his iPod (bcs Lina has known the password). OH MY GOD IT WAS SO FUNNY WE CAN'T STOP LAUGHING at the toilet wkwkwk... We went out and wore our sandals.. Chris asked for his iPod as soon as possible hahahah that was even more funny because He was scared that we will open it but in fact we already opened it. Bahahahahaha  he changed his password 😁. 

We bought sharetea and then went back to CP again hahahaha we played skip bo and had a lunch. So many jokes and I was very surprised that Chris said 'anjing' which is extremely rude in Indonesia. OMG I can't imagine that. He kept shouting my name bcs I recorded a video of him hahaha but I lost some important moments urghhh... I'm afraid He doesn't want to hang out with me anymore hahahahaha... They ( Lina unggul ira chris) went to dominos and  I joined the SC 'Risk: Strategy Game' . That game takes a long time to play. After that Lina wewe fandi bethany chris becky watched movie together and I went to dominos to meet my BF 😍 we ate 1 pan and I took away the other one. 

The 'Risk' Game

Playing skip bo

Ice skating :)

Let it go

I don't know why it is hard to forget about the sotm.. 

I woke up in this morning and i felt like God didn't let me to get the sotm.. I thought it was my fate. I prayed to God saying that I need my new soul.. Get away all my hatefulness, enviousness, and all bad things that live in my heart. I need a new good soul..

I went to the church. Still sleepy..

Arrived around 10.20 and there was no more seats available. It was full although the service had not started yet. So I sat outside (you can see the pic). Praising and worshipping Jesus.. 'Jesus it is You' is a great song. My favorite part is :

 WHO SEES MY BROKENNESS AND CARRIES ME WHEN I AM FRAIL AND WEAK

JESUS IT IS YOU

:)

But It is not easy to move on....

I wish I could get a chance..

After that, I went to emporium.. Accompanied my brother to play at timezone . It was tiring.. And then we had a dinner at pancious :) the crispy chicken salad was incredible! I loved it. 

Sometimes I forget that I have another things to be grateful for. 

I don't need to blame someone or something for what I have done.

Just... Let it go~~

Cheesetopher

As usual i went to wse again. Actually i didn't want to. But I've already booked the classes. And the student of the month was there. They took a pic and i didn't want to see it. 

The first social club was about England.. Too bad that my team didn't win the game. Urghh at least we had a fun time. 

And then we were waiting till 4 pm. We (I, Lina, wewe) asked chris to come to wse at 6. Then he said yes. I felt happy. I lost my game (skip bo) because I didn't concentrate wkwkwk.. Then I said to chris to come at 5 .. And he said okay. 

The second social club was all about America. I think that it was a hard game.. I don't even know the states in USA. Just a few.. But it was fun, though. 

At 5.. Dam dam dam dam....

Around 5.10 he came ..

And he asked "are we going to play skip bo or not?". Hahaha ... He is such a good man. I will miss him. 

We played skip bo until 6.30 and then they went to mie tarik laiker but I went home with my BF and had a dinner at lepung hahahah...

We can't remember all the Memories 😊

iiiiiieeeee 😤😤😤

Totally sad!!

All of my sacrifices were useless..

iiieeee i didn't get the student of the month... How comeeee

She who just come on the weekend got that..

I was just 😨

Sad

Disappointed

Awrrr

Why?

I don't even know why

Damn it.

I don't want to sacrifice my energy, my time and my money anymore..

It was just ENOUGH!

Wooooohooo

It was a happy day. I went to Wall Street to join social club but I had already arrived 1 hour before sc. I wasn't planning to join the complementary because I didn't even know.. My friend told me that there would be a CC at 3. So I said to the SO that I wanted to join the CC. And she put my name on the waiting list. The class was taught by becky. It was about giving directions. And I answered some of her question and she asked me Have I done the same comple before. And I said YESS!! Wkwkwkwkwk and she said that i can't join 2 CCs in a week.. But I said that I asked the SO and the SO give me. 

Anyway... Tomorrow will be the end of all my sacrifice.. I have joined many SCs and CCs in this month.. I Hope I could be the student of the month ... 

*pray*

I will be very very sad and disappointed if I don't get that F! Little amazing thing ..

Booom... 

We'll see.....

Another story?

I went to the cinema with my BF after my coffee club. We were watching Transformers.. It took 3 hours.. Luckily it was a velvet class. Such a good movie. But my favorite is still Divergent.. I don't know why. Theo James is just AWESOME! <3 

After that, we went to Cafe Strawberry and played a game.. It was interesting and fun. We had our dinner and we got home around 00.00 boooom yeahh it's midnight.. 

Bye-bye

Dreammmm hmmmm

6/26/2014

I was dreaming that i went to the outer space. With my mom and my aunt. I forgot the others. When We wanted to get home (to the earth) there was a beautiful star or galaxy or something bright and colorful. I took my iPhone to captured that beautiful thing. I asked my mom can I use my phone in outer space and she sais yes. I captured it but my mom said no no no stop it. But I refused her. Still capturing until we got closer to the earth and there was a black hole in that beautiful thing. I also took a video but stopped it after the black hole appeared. After landed, I wacthed the video and the pictures. We were shocked that There was a dragon in the video and the picture. I was so confused..

My mom told me.. When she said no no no stop doing that, she had just realized that she had ever done that and the dragon came out and angry. Luckily when I took the photo, the dragon wasn't angry..

The end

Sounds ridiculous, right?

Scholarship? Why not?

12th grade was crazy! We need to decide our major. I didn't know what I should choose. At first I took IT and Mathematics at Binus. I entered the test, and I only got 25% scholarship. That was sucks. Luckily, I haven't paid for that major. One time, my maths teacher, Bu Ika, asked me to join a mathematics competition, also at binus. At first. I wasn't sure about that. But I dare to took that competition. It was complicated to explain. I and vania (my friend who also entered the competition) did the first   competition via online. After that, they informed the people who has success the first comp. we both have success. We needed to go to binus for the second round. I passed the second round but my friend didn't. But unfortunately, I couldn't pass the third one. It was difficult. The winners are from SMAK1 and ipeka. I met some of the students. I talked to 1 boy who is an IT and statistics student. He said that statistics will be better than mathematics. He helped me to bought the new forms. And I had to enter the test again. I was very happy when I got the information that I got 100% scholarship even though it was just for 'uang bangunan'. But it was a pleasure. I thought that it was God's plan.. Thank God. 

I wish I can do better for my future.

Chris' Last Day at WSE

Okay this is gonna be the intro for this post..

I used to love Mark.. But he has already moved to another WSE.. And then the new teacher came on May.. At first I just felt nothing .. But then, I felt something interesting about this teacher..

His name is Chris. He comes from Georgia. Before teaching at wse, he was teaching at Sulawesi and Kalimantan. His hobby is reading especially comedy/funny novel. His favorite food is rendang. His favorite color is blue (dark blue). That's what I heard when He introduced himself. I thought that he is my favorite teacher after Mark has moved.

Too bad that today was his last day working at WSE. He is kind, friendly, funny, and also smart. Sometimes he likes to showing off hahaha (so do I). We went ice skating twice (but he hasn't fallen yet although I and Lina pushed him) . We watched movie once. We went karaoke once. We often had lunch or dinner together. It was fun and unforgettable. I will never forget you.

I will miss you. Really. Seriously. I wish you could teach here longer. :(

It's been a long time

Well, it's been a long time since the last post. I read the old posts and realized how bad my english was. I know my English isn't good enough for now.. I just want to try writing in English. I'll begin with my experience at Wall Street English.

I joined Wall Street English Central Park on September 2013.. Well, it wasn't nice when my mom paid it. But it is a nice place to study English.

My first level was Upper Waystage 1 and I bought 6 levels until Threshold 2. In my first level, I didn't join any social clubs.. Just did my lesson, attended the encounter class and complementary class. I can say that I didn't have much friends at that time. 

1 level passed, the PT (Personal Tutor) said that I have to join up more Social Club for practicing. I'm not a people person, so it was hard for me to get a friend at the first time. But I need to do that. I tried to get out of my comfortable space. I need to talk. I need to be a people person.

I joined my first social club with Mark and it was fun! I knew some people from there. But it wasn't that easy. Every time I come, there will be another people that I still don't know.

Because I was still busy about national exams, I rare came to WSE, maybe just twice a week. After I finished my UN, I come to WSE regularly, almost everyday. Because of that, I know a lot of friends. I also learn more than before. I wish I can be the student of the month.. Let's see...