Thursday, December 31, 2015

Life Page 365/365

New year is comin so closeeeee😊😊😊

I'm gonna look back into 2015 resolutions;
- Gain more weight
- Read more
- write at least once a week
- STOP PROCRASTINATING!
- Hit snooze button less
- Make friends
- Complaint less

My accomplishments so far are:
- Weigh 45kg
- Read articles in English frequently 
- 12 blog posts in 1 year
Procrastinating is just hard to avoid, which affects the next resolution, I think I snoozed a lot. For making friends, I don't think I've done it better than last year. I seldom go to ws, yet I'm still trying to join any social club that fits my schedule.
I complaint less and I am more grateful this year. 

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

When You Got Your Sting

Well, I actually have so much to tell. Yet I am lazy to type it here. Despite my laziness I will tell ya my experience of getting stung by an unknown flying insect.

So, It was Saturday(Dec 5), the plan was to attend Statistical Computing Lab and participate in seminar. I put on my Himstat jacket because I am the committee of the seminar . I had had an argument with my boyfriend in the morning then around 8.45 I went to binus all by myself. It was all well until I reached near Spy Club (restaurant), there was an unknown flying insect bursting inside my right arm. I thought it was only a flea but then it stung and it hurt A LOT. I shook my right hand trying to get it out of my jacket, and I rolled up my sleeve and shook my hand again, it was gone, I didn't even get a chance to see that creature. I continued riding my bike. It was reallly painful like you just get another sting in the same area. I decided to stop a minute and take a look. It was red, o-size-Bright red spot. I was thinking that it was just going to be like mosquito's bite. But the pain didn't stop, I checked it for the second time near Unite(english course by Rob) and it looked swollen on the outter of the red spot. I was shaking til I almost hit a pedestrian. Luckily I still could handle it!

With the pain stayed still, I successfully arrived at binus and I rushed to the infirmary to ask any medicine to make me feeling better. Well, unfortunately it was closed(what da hell!!). So I went to my class and told my friends my story. It was swollen even more and warm and looked redness. I asked Musa whether or not he has been stung by bee/wasp. He said no, but he told me if I feel numb, then there will be a venom. I ain't got one. So I felt relieved at the moment. As the class goes, I was still feeling like I got stung again and again. I asked vanissa to accompany me to the infirmary after the class ended. All the studs accompanied me haha. Well, how wonderful it was, when I tried to push the door, it ain't moved, just like the first time I came. Then, we decided to rush to Syahdan for the seminar.

On the way to Syahdan, it was raining a bit. I saw Rp. 100.000 on the ground. In front of me, there were Musa and Henry, but none of them saw it. I told them, and they looked back, so did I, and I saw Pak Anom(our lecturer). I thought they would see him too! And when I said,"wow cepat juga pak anom uda dibelakang kita." They replied,"mana". And I looked back and he was gone. And they started telling that I was hallucinating. 

Arrived at Syahdan, to make long story short, I particularly didn't do anything important. I had a snack and told my mom that I was stung by a bee/wasp. It was swollen and it hurt if I bend my wrist.  My mom told me to meet at Royal Taruma. So, I asked ci Olin(as the head of the seminar) permission. She slowly nodded and said oh okay sure and I replied Ok sorry, and she asked, what is the reason? And I immediately replied that I got stung by a wasp. Then I went to Royal. I agreed with my mom to meet at 3. I arrived before 3. So I needed to wait and bear the pain. You can't never imagine how hard it is to ride a motorcycle with your right wrist swollen! I think it got worse after I rode to Royal. 

After a few minutes, my mom showed up, I just can't believe that she brought Nicho with her. Omg. "What on earth is he doing here?", Screaming in my mind.  We rushed to the emergency room. Register first then weight scaling(inside). The nurse said that there is an emergency so we need to wait a moment. All we could hear was a scream. I knew it was a kind of construction accident bcs there were some helmet men walking out the ER. I was in pain and afraid, too. Bcs I don't like seeing dead man. I just don't. The nurse checked my arm and my body temperature. She firstly asked wheter or not I had fever. I said no, i don't think so. But when she took the thermometer, she said you get fever. 38 degrees Celcius. Then she left. My mom wanted to go to the eye specialist so she left me alone a moment. I was first laying on the bed but I just don't like it so I sat up. Then the doctor came. She looked like a very young doc and presumably new. She asked what is the problem and I said I got sting by an insect, and it was flying. Now it is swollen. And she asked, did you see the insect? And of course I said no. And she said she will only give medicine. I just like 'ooh ohh' hahah. And I asked whether injection is necessary or not. She said it is up to you. And I said well, I'll ask my mom first. Then my mom came. She of course wanted me to get injection. So I did get an injection. It didn't hurt. I'm not afraid of injection and visiting hospital is just like a habit this year. The nurse gave me sanmol (paracetamol) after the injection. Then, it was done. Just needed to wait for the administration and medicines. Long story short, I went home and my mom and bro went to Citraland. 

Arrived at home, my mom asked me to take a bath, eat and take the medicine. So I did. The swell reduced along the night. It felt better but still a bit swollen. A week after the sting, swell got better but it was sooooooo itchy. I couldn't resist to scratch my arm. Spots with redness appeared. 3 or 4 days past, itching is gone. Redness is gone. I hope there is nothing serious about this sting. (Dec 20)

This is how it looks like (Dec 24)

Saturday, November 28, 2015

Am I going the right way [2]

I just stranded on my old posts. I saw the title 'Am I going the right way?'. I wrote that post when I was in the first semester. Now I'm in the third semester and I'm still not sure if I have made the right choice. I remember that I've ever wanted to be a doctor when I visited a eyes specialist at Royal Taruma. But as the time pass by, the idea just flew away. I was sick lately and I visited lots of docs in  this year more than I've ever done in my life. I'm starting to have that old dream. To be a doctor. I've searched everything About being a doctor. It costs high like really high. And if I apply in a state university, I think I'm too old. I am really hmmmm I don't even know what I'm feeling. 

Seems that this old dream is gonna fly away again just like it used to.
😢😢😢

Surgery cancelled

Well, My mom and I have decided not to have the tonsillectomy. For those who don't know, tonsillectomy is the removal of tonsils. So a week after my visitation to Dr. Ricky Yue Sp.THT at Pluit Hospital, I came again just to ensure about my sickness. But I feel that the doctor doesn't care about his patients. He didn't even remember me nor what medicine he had given before. 

He asked what medicine did he give me and I said I forgot. But then, I told him the names bcs I had ever searched bout the medicines back then. He asked 'So what's the problem now?' My mom told that I was having my tonsils swollen and last week you(the doc) said that behind her(my) nose there was something swollen. And I told him that everytime I swallow, I hear a sound in my ear. Then he examined my ear, nose and throat. He said everything is okay. The adenoid is not that big. And the sound is because of  the pressure in ear just like when we fly by plane. So my mom ensured by asking whether surgery is needed or not and he said it is not. He gave medication for rhinitis allergy. 

Well, I felt relieved at the moment but until today, I still hear a click whenever I swallow. Hmmmm wish it would disappear a.s.a.p.

The surgery at royal taruma with Dr. Asterina Suhardi Sp.THT was scheduled on 25th November. I didn't come and yeah I think I'm feeling better and better now. 

Thursday, November 12, 2015

Long story

Jadi pas hari senin 28 oktober, waktu itu KP matkul teori OOP. Gue makan es krim aw di binus dan pas itu uda terasa tenggorokan ga enak. Selesai praktikum OOP, gua makan hokben (gorengan) dan lagi, mau nelen uda rada sakit. Trus gua lesson di wallstreet trus gua pulang.

Pas malem nya, nelen uda sakit banget banget banget. Nelen ludah pun setengah mati. Gua lapor ke emak gua. Di amandel terlihat bengkak dan ada bercak putih gitu. Gua suruh emak gua buat bikinin bubur paginya. Dan ternyata emak gua bawain bubur sama obat dari apotek langganan nya. Obat nya ga dikasih nama. Ada 3 jenis. Abis makan bubur gua makan obatnya trus gua pergi kuliah dengan muka lesu dan pusing. Konsumsi obat beberapa hari, sakitnya hilang dan gua ga habisin obatnya. Dan ternyata setelah ga makan obatnya, beberapa hari kemudian buat nelen itu sakit lagi. Emak gua ajak ke dokter spesialis bakteri di dutamas dan dia cuma bilang kalo amandel gua masih radang. Dikasih lah obat (lagi) untungnya cuma 2 macem. Disuruh habisin 2 2 nya dan kali ini gua ga bandel. Gua habisin obatnya karena gua mau sembuh.

Nah 30 oktober(dari subuhnya), uvula, yang nyantol di tengah2 atas pallete mulut, bengkak banget sampe memanjang. 29 okt padahal kayanya ga apa apa tapi emang berencana besoknya mau ke dokter. Dan bengkak lah uvula gua sampe nelen ludah uda kaya mau kemakan uvula nya. Sakit banget dan mengganggu. Tidur susah, ngomong susah. Apalagi teriak. Nah hari itu hari jumat dan gua ada jadwal presentasi matkul CB di SMPN. Jujur aja gua uda mau pingsan pergi nya. Ngomong pun kayak mau ketelak biji. Pas presentasi gua suruh Yohanes ambil bagian gua dan gua bales dia pake aqua (gua cuma bilang gua lagi gabisa ngomong kenceng2) dan habis pulang gua tidurr terus nungguin emak gua buat ke rumah sakit. Dia blg ke rs royal taruma aja. 

Gua nungguin sampe jam 7 kalo ga salah. Dia lagi ada selisih di Bca jd plg agak sore. Dia teriak2 panggil gua dan gua bales pelan2 dia ga denger dan gua dimarahin lah -.- dan gua blg kalo gua gabisa ngomong kenceng2. Trus gua jalan naik motor pusing2 bawa emak gua dan adek gua. Ga kebayang kan cewe 45kg bawa motor bonceng emaknya 70kg sma adeknya 50kg......

Pas sampe di rs royal taruma, gua di cek tekanan darah sama berat badan. Tekanan darah gua normal dan berat badan gua 43kg waktu itu. Emak gua daftarin gua ke Dr. Asterina Suhardi. Dia spesialis THT-KL. nah pas masuk, adek gua di periksa duluan. Emang amandelnya gede tapi dokter bilang gapapa. Nah pas gua ditanya kenapa dan gua ngomong, dokternya uda bilang; suara kamu sengau ya pasti bengkak banget. Dan dia lihat telinga gua dulu, trus hidung trus baru tenggorok. Telinga bersih hidung no comment dan pas di tenggorok dia blg anak lidah nya sudah bengkak sekali. Dia lalu kasih obat antibiotik, anti radang, obat tahan sakit(ibuprofen), sama obat kumur. Antibiotik dan anti radang harus dihabiskan, 5 hari lagi control. Dia bilang gua harus istirahat. Dia kasih surat izin gamasuk kuliah yg ternyata ga gua kasih ke akademis. Hari sabtu gua ga kuliah dan ternyata ada kuis-.- Gua habisin itu obat ada yang pait banget pula padahal obatnya kecil doang. Nah 5 hari gua obat ga pake absen, bisa dibilang amandel nya uda mengecil tapi keliatan ada bekas hitam/darken uvula. Nah tapi yang anehnya pas gua control(hari rabu), dokter bilang masih radang(what?) tapi anak lidah nya sudah jauh lebih baik. Ohya waktu hari itu gua sakit deman dan pusing banget(uda dr hari minggu). Dan dia pun menyarankan untuk operasi amandel (whattt?!??) ga salah tuh?? Gua diem aje ga ngerti lagi dah. Dia nanya kapan libur/ gimana gitu dah sampe akhirnya gua kasih tau jadwal gua ujian selesai tanggal 24 dan ada jeda seminggu sampe masuk kuliah. Dan kita bikin janji buat operasi tgl 25. (What?!?) bikin janji nya gitu doang? Omg. Dan gua kira penderitaan gua minum obat 5 hari uda selesai tapi dia masih ngasih obat lageeeehh omg. Dan btw pas itu ditimbang lagi dan berat gua uda jadi 40kg. 

Dari minggu ke rabu itu gua demam dan pusing, ga nafsu makan, mual kadang. Minggu ga gereja, senen selasa rabu kuliah nya males-malesan dan ga bisa kerjain tugas. Tidur ga nyenyak dan meriang panas dingin satu malam. Gua minum dumin ga mempan. Kamis nya makin parah. Gua ukur termometer panas gua cuma 37 doang padahal. Tapi pusing banget. Kamis pelajaran gua uda kedinginan banget pengen tiduran aja. Sampe rumah tidur2an dan malamnya emak ajak ke rs pluit. Naik motor ke borobudur depan sama bokap dan lanjut naik taxi. Masuk UGD dan ditanya dokternya sakit apa. Gua ga jawab dulu, emak gua jawabin trus dokternya nanya yang sakit siapa wkwkwkwk trus gua blg saya sih. Lalu gua blg deh. Demam trus pusing dan ga nafsu makan. Ada amandel juga sebelumnya. Diperiksa amandel dia blg masih radang. Disuruh lanjutin obat yg dikasih dr royal. Trus suhu gua juga diukur 37 doang. Trus darah gua di cek dan hasilnya bagus2 aja. Dgn kata lain gua ga harus di rawat. Doker kasih obat sistenol sma ada obat lambung karena pas ditanya mual gua blg mual sedikit dan ditanya sakit perut atau ga. Dia teken ulu hati dan ternyata sakit, dia kasih obat invomit juga. Nah pas makan obat itu emang enakan sih perut gua jg. Sebelumnya nyium bau kari ayam aja enek banget. Jam 11an gua pulang dan istirahat besokannya. Untung jumat libur tapi gua ada presentasi CB lg. Dan akhirnya gua memutuskan untuk ga ikut karena gua takut sabtu nya malah sakit lagi dan gua gabisa kuliah. Jadi gua ambil hari jumat buat istirahat. 
Well, singkat cerita gua uda agak enakan dan makan pun uda normal. Kadang bandel2 makan yang pedes2. 

Pas hari rabu pagi, gua nelen ludah kayanya kering lg dan uvula bengkak dikit. Dikit aja. Gua blg lg ke emak gua dan dia nyaranin ke dokter lain. Jadilah kita ke dokter Ricky Yue di Rs Pluit. Nah pas masuk, dia tanya kenapa, gua juga bingung mau jawab apaan. Pas ke dokter soalnya rasanya uda mendingan di uvula. Emak gua cerita kalo gua amandel kmrn bengkak. Nah pas diperiksa dia keluarin semacam tembakan ujungnya ada sinar. Dan ternyata itu semacam kamera gitu. Maklum norak. Pas di rs royal kaga ada tuh. Serem sih gua kira mau diapain. Ternyata cuma buat bantu liat secara besar di layar. Dia blg amandel nya baik baik saja dan uvula nya juga ga bengkak dan merah. Lalu gua blg kalo pagi itu rasanya kering. Dan dia ngecek telinga dan hidung. Itu alat sepanjang 15cm kali masuk ke hidung gua. (What?!?) gua mau napas aja kaga berani. Apalagi bergerak. Dan dia blg Adenoid gua membesar. Adenoid seharusnya uda mengecil pas umur gua(19tahun). Lalu emak gua tanya haruskah di operasi dan dia blg dia belum bisa memutuskan. Dia minta waktu 1 minggu untuk memutuskannya. Dan sekarang uda hari kedua wkwkwkk. Gua minum obat pas malemnya dan yang gua dapet pas tidur dan pagi-pagi adalah hidung mampet dan pilek. Emang biasanya kalo subuh2 gua suka bangun dan hidung mampet. Katanya kalo tenggorok kering itu bukan amandel tapi adenoid. Dan sekarang gua bingung banget penyakit gua jadi apaan yah. Malem ini(12nov) gua bersin-bersin dan rasanya ga enak banget disemitar hidung-mata. Kuping juga terasa agak pengang. 



Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Sickness of the year

Today, I wake up with sore throat again and when I looked at my tonsils, they were okay (I guess) but then the uvula was swollen again. It wasn't as big as the first one, though.
Waking up with swollen uvula for the second time is somehow terrifying.

Thursday, January 1, 2015

HAPPY NEW YEAR

As usual, I celebrate new year at home watching the fireworks blown up. 
Here's my resolutions for 2015:
- Gain more weight
- Read more
- write at least once a week
- STOP PROCRASTINATING!
- Hit snooze button less
- Make friends
- Complaint less
Hope this year wil be a wonderful year! 

And I wish I could win the student of the year at Wall Street. I'm working on that with some help from Chris 😄
I will be so proud if I win. 
Here is the essay:

Hi! My name is Ardel. I am a student at Wall Street English Central Park. I love Wall Street English because it is a great place to learn English. The staff here is really kind. They have always been ready to help me whenever I needed help.

I also love Wall Street because Wall Street has changed my life. I used to be shy and introverted until one of the Personal Tutors told me to join more social clubs. At first I felt like a stranger in the social clubs. I was scared to start  conversations and was always waiting for somebody to talk to me first. However, the social club topics always seemed interesting so I tried to join everything that I could. I met many friends and some of them are now my closest friends.

Wall Street has helped me become more brave to open doors and seek out opportunities. Wall Street has not only improved my English skills, but it has improved my social life as well. Now I am the one who usually starts the conversation whenever I meet someone new. I do it because I know how it feels to be a stranger, and I do it because Wall Street has taught me how much of a difference a little bit of help can do for someone shy.

Wall Street has changed my life for the better and I am very thankful for that. Now I want to not just tell people how great Wall Street has been to me, but show them what being committed to the Wall Street method can do for them. I work hard to make sure that what my fellow students see when they look at me is not a girl who is “gifted” in English, but a girl who works very hard. A girl who has never missed an encounter. A girl who has been in hundreds of Social Clubs. A girl who has always been eager to help out a new student, and if I win Student of the Year, I believe that I can be an even better example to everyone around me.