Sunday, October 26, 2014

Wall Street English Ambassador

Ambassador?
What the hell is that?
Ambassador Mall?
Oh NO, IT'S NOT!

Ambassador is like a representative. We lead the Students of Wall Street English. Guess what?
I'm one of the vice ambassador's candidate. I was chosen by Adam. He is my leader. Do I need to be happy? or sad? :s

I wish we can that position :)
And yeah!
this is the news:
I have extended my contract until Mastery 2 :D
Thank God! Thank you, Mom❤️!

Am I going to the right way?

I'm really really upset for those decisions I've ever made. My life is not as easy as it used to be. My choice is my choice and I have to be responsible for what I've chosen. 

But I think it is too late to disappoint. I have to let it go. Let it go. And today's preaching was matched with my condition. 
Tuhan akan memberikan jalan kita walaupun kita salah. Namun kita harus melewati jalan yg seharusnya tidak kita lewati.
That words touched my heart and make me think that God has the plan. The best plan ever.

Sometimes I feel lazy to attend classes and I'm not interested in algorithm, programming language, or even discrete mathematics. It is just... Different... I'm sad. Fortunately, I have friends at Wall Street who can cheer me up. I feel more comfortable and happier when I'm at Wall Street. :')


FEP (Freshmen Enrichment Program)

22 Sept 2014
Last week, I attended the FEP from monday until saturday. It was a tough week. I became introvert again. But I knew that I need to step out of my comfortable zone. But I couldn't make it. It was too late. On the first day I thought that it was a mistake that I had registered to this university. I felt so sad. Really really sad. 

And then, I realized that I shouldn't have done that. I need to change my mindset. It is going to be better but until now, I only have some friends. Not as many as I can get in Wall Street. 

I hope that the organizations can change me. I applied to BNEC and AIESEC but i'm not really sure in AIESEC. Hmmm...

Bye bye for now!