SPEECHLESS

Finally !! After 4 months waiting..

Yesterday, I got a phone call from wallstreet asking whether I will come to the New Student Party or not. And I asked Esther am I the sotm but she didn't answer the question and just said let's see.. And I decided to come (OF COURSE). At first I didn't want to come. I didn't book the social club either. Because I don't want watching other person becomes the sotm. It hurts my heart. And I was also hopeless for getting that but miracle happened and I was just surprised and thankful for everybody that always support me. Especially for VandLeo. He said that he suggested to Windy why I didn't get sotm even if I was dilligent to come to WSE. And boo yeahh it happened. Thanks a lot for everything. I know the Lord is always with me. And His plans are always the best. Thank God.

It was so hot in CP on that day, though!

I couldn't say anything and I don't know what I shoul do. So I was just smiling everytime and everywhere. Wow

I still can't believe it.

My first time being late for encounter class

Yesterday was my encounter class unit 37. It was at 3 p.m. I had been ready since 1.30. I wanted to go with my dad but Nicho said that kuku will go to cp also. So I was waiting for her. But fuck. She wanted to go to the bank first. And I thought that she would take me to CP. But shit! She asked me to go with my dad.. We went to the bank around 2. And I didn't know what to do til 2.15 the employee called me. It took such a long time until 2.45.. I phoned my dad to cone to the bank and take me to CP. My dad had already arrived before I finished that fucking things. I arrived at CP at 2.56. it takes 5 minutes to get to WSE. I chose escalator because somehow the elevator is slower than running. I got to wse exactly 3.00 and I had a glass of water first because I was tired and thirsty. Becky taught us. 3 people (with me) were there. I had no idea if I was alone. But luckily, I could pass that EC! 

Is it time for a job?

Last month, I was offerred to become a Education Counselor in Binus. And I said that I would give him know. But until now, I haven't give him know yet. It seems that I have rejected the offer. Furthermore, Devi has already become one. And what I heard is Jessica also one of them. And I thought that It would be difficult to have a rival from the same school.. So, I let it go.

Then, this happened just yesterday..

My ex-teacher course (math, physics and chemistry) asked me how am I and where will I go to college and so on. And then, He told me that He was looking for a new teacher, hmm not really a teacher, maybe asst teacher.. And I said I will give him know in sept bcs I will have to see my college schedule first. *he has known that* And now, I'm still not sure about that.. Hmmmm... I need some advices but I don't know who to ask. :(

The Stages Studying at Wall Street English

I joined WSE in September 2013

First Stage:

Day 1 - day 7

'Wow this is a great place...'

Day 7 - day 14

'Do I really need to join social club?'

*Do lesson, go home

Day 14 - day 21

Nervous everytime I had classes (Encounter/Complementary)

*Do lesson, go home

Day 21 - day 28

Still had no friends :(

Sitting on the guest's couch

Month 2 (Nov)

'How the hell they can get friends?'

*bravely sitting on the sofa in front of the TV

1 level was done.. The PT said that I need to join more SC.

Second Stage:

Month 3 (Dec)

Joined SC for the first time and I felt fun.

^It was taught by Mark

I met people there. They asked my name first.. I was pretty quiet at that time... 

Month 4-6 (Jan-Mar)

It seems I always meet some new friends. And it is not easy to remember their names. I came whenever I could.. Because it was a busy days for school..

Luckily it was a holiday.

Month 7 (April)

I couldn't come to WS until 20th maybe.

It was because of the national exams.

Third Stage:

Month 8 - Present

I come everyday ..

Well, 'almost' everyday..

Join SC, Comple, and playing with my crazy friends.

These friends are nice, kind, fun, funny, but sometimes they, hmm 'we' are jerks. Being stupid, silly, over confidence, have no more fear, no more shyness... 

And the worst part of this stage is:

I am being bullied :(

But the best part of this stage is:

The friends that are fun to hang out with and the teachers know my name :) while the teachers from my school sometimes don't know my name :(

I was so happy I could step out of my comfortable area. 

Now, everytime I meet new people, I will try to talk to them first. Because I know how it feels when we are new and lonely :D

Thank you for changing my life :)